today is just not the day.

Sorry this isn't about an actually topic today it's about me right now. I'm totally going through a lot right now. My mom is so depressed because of finanical reason and my dad is such a pain in the a** right now it's not even funny. I am still unsure wether I should make me and this guy I'm talking to official because he lives in a different state and I don't know if he is willing to pursue a relationship. I know I am but I don't know if he can deal without physical contact for a while. All my friends have there on lives now. I don't really wanna bother them with my problems right now so mainly I've just been dealing with all this the best way I know how. I think I'm at the end of the road now. Idk what to do anymore. I'm just really lost right now and I really need to get back. ):