Him

This summer I finally met a boy that was worth something. At first I was kinda skeptical about it because I've been hurt so many times but I thought I would give it a chance. He is everything I want in a guy like seriously. He understand me and gets me. He loves everything about me and I love everything about him. Sometimes he is the only thing on my mind. Gawd I wish we could be together but right now we can't. He lives in Washington and I live in Texas and he is not the long distance relationship type of guy which is understandable because I'm not really either. I HOPE that I can see him next summer. I'm saving up money so I can fly out to see him. Wish me luck.(:

today is just not the day.

Sorry this isn't about an actually topic today it's about me right now. I'm totally going through a lot right now. My mom is so depressed because of finanical reason and my dad is such a pain in the a** right now it's not even funny. I am still unsure wether I should make me and this guy I'm talking to official because he lives in a different state and I don't know if he is willing to pursue a relationship. I know I am but I don't know if he can deal without physical contact for a while. All my friends have there on lives now. I don't really wanna bother them with my problems right now so mainly I've just been dealing with all this the best way I know how. I think I'm at the end of the road now. Idk what to do anymore. I'm just really lost right now and I really need to get back. ):

abortion.

Abortion. Abortion. Abortion. This subject is always a touchy subject. If any of you are a member on gURL then you know that they talk about abortion A LOT. Heres my opinion on abortion. I'm a christian and automatically you think that I'm gonna say that its a sin to have an abortion, that your gonna go to hell for killing an unborn child, and how can you kill a living thing and so on and so on but that's not really the case. I'm not really for abortion but I'm not against it either. You can say I'm neutral. So this blog is just to tell you my opinions of the situation.

---I don't think people should flip out and throw there opinions down your throat about abortion.

but I do think that you can state your opinion but just in a civilized way you don't have to go a crazy.

---I don't think it's the best thing to terminate your pregnancy but I can understand if its just not the right time for you to have a baby and if adoption is not the answer to your situation. I just think if its really what you want to do then I guess it is but just think if your kid wanted to abortion would you let them? How would you react? Would you be cool about it? What if they say "Well you had an abortion and I why can't I? Will you be able to answer all those questions truthfully and honestly?

--- I think if it's such a sin then why would God create such a thing? If he didn't want people to have abortions why is that even an option? That's one thing I would love to understand.

--My overall opinion: I think abortion is not really the option I would do but then I never been in that situation where I would have to think about that so how can I be for or against something If I never experienced it. So at this point I'm not for or against it. Until I really am in that situation I'll tell you what I decide. I think whatever decision you make about your baby is your decision and the only thing people can do is try to understand why they do it and try to see if they can see why they do. It doesn't exactly mean you have to change your opinion on the situation just take the time to listen to people stories before your quick to judge.

-Jaimee